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Patricia Taxxon
Приєднався 1 січ 2015
I make music (maybe)
The Endless Universe of "Bean and Nothingness"
a video about my favorite puzzle game.
LINKS
Hackenbush: A Window to a New World of Math: ua-cam.com/video/ZYj4NkeGPdM/v-deo.html
Buy Bean and Nothingness: store.steampowered.com/app/1706090?snr=5000_5100___primarylinks
Alex Diener's playthrough (the best way to see the whole game without playing it yourself): ua-cam.com/play/PLBk6-z6v3pDLkHPYqb7dz2ZOkmcxoeGC_.html
Thumbnail and ending screen by Miles Kitaro: www.tumblr.com/kiophen
Music, in order of appearance:
Incnone - Intro
Owen Maitzen - Acceptance
Waclaw Zimpel - Train Spotter
Incnone - Temple
Waclaw Zimpel - Phantom Paradise
Owen Maitzen - Grand Finale
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Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon
Support me: www.patreon.com/PatriciaTaxxon
LINKS
Hackenbush: A Window to a New World of Math: ua-cam.com/video/ZYj4NkeGPdM/v-deo.html
Buy Bean and Nothingness: store.steampowered.com/app/1706090?snr=5000_5100___primarylinks
Alex Diener's playthrough (the best way to see the whole game without playing it yourself): ua-cam.com/play/PLBk6-z6v3pDLkHPYqb7dz2ZOkmcxoeGC_.html
Thumbnail and ending screen by Miles Kitaro: www.tumblr.com/kiophen
Music, in order of appearance:
Incnone - Intro
Owen Maitzen - Acceptance
Waclaw Zimpel - Train Spotter
Incnone - Temple
Waclaw Zimpel - Phantom Paradise
Owen Maitzen - Grand Finale
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Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon
Support me: www.patreon.com/PatriciaTaxxon
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Відео
Patricia Taxxon - Ten Skies [Full Album]
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Additional sounds and tones for James Benning's "Ten Skies" (2004) Cover art by Storiel: www.tumblr.com/storieldraw Track titles harvested from Erika Balsom's essay on the film: firefliespress.com/TEN-SKIES-Erika-Balsom Backgrounds screengrabed from Artifacture Labs' bootleg remaster of the film (get working on that downloadable copy, mr. artifacture!!) : artifacturelaboratories.com/ten-skies-r...
I am affiliated with Studio Flimpo!
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Mandelbrot Hall Trailer: ua-cam.com/video/Fso7oR6MlKI/v-deo.html
Shy Patterns
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I'm starting to work on music a little more consistently again after escaping Techdog's gravitational field, thought I'd share a little something as a treat for everyone sticking around while I regather my voice.
Patricia Taxxon - Bicycle [Full Album]
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Dreams of wind rushing through my fur. Follow the artist: S0LARDOG Download the album: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/bicycle 1. Furry 2. Boys 3. Cavalry 4. Frat Claws 5. Chipshop 6. Brotherhood 7. Big Wheel 8. I Do
My song is in Rhythm Doctor!!
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Buy Rhythm Doctor: store.steampowered.com/app/774181/Rhythm_Doctor/ Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Support me: www.patreon.com/PatriciaTaxxon
TECHDOG 7
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Feeling nothing. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-7 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 6
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Feeling pain. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-6 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 5
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Feeling fear. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-5 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 4
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Feeling like myself. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-4 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 3
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Feeling at ease. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-3 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 2
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Feeling curiosity. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-2 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
TECHDOG 1
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Feeling excitement. Listen on Bandcamp: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/techdog-1 Follow me: linktr.ee/patriciataxxon Follow the artist: bsky.app/profile/twist.dog
On the Ethics of Boinking Animal People
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Subscribe to CJ The X: www.youtube.com/@cjthex That one artist that I made it accidentally impossible to find because I spelled their handle wrong: PapierConfettis 0:00 : Spawn Point 6:27 : The Terms of the Discussion 9:56 : What is a furry, anyways? 11:15 : a) the symbolic 16:37 : b) the sensory 20:43 : c) the autistic 30:41 : Doggy Interlude 32:59 : Transcendental Furriness The su...
Celeste Mod: "Mauve (old version)" by smoothee [Clear]
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Celeste Mod: "Mauve (old version)" by smoothee [Clear]
Celeste's Biggest Mod (and why it's interesting)
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Celeste's Biggest Mod (and why it's interesting)
How is Rick Beato still getting away with this?
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How is Rick Beato still getting away with this?
Patricia Taxxon - Agnes & Hilda [Full Album]
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Patricia Taxxon - Agnes & Hilda [Full Album]
The Autistic Horror of Don't Hug Me I'm Scared (season 1)
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The Autistic Horror of Don't Hug Me I'm Scared (season 1)
Celeste Mod: New Grandmaster Heart Side (cleared by me)
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Celeste Mod: New Grandmaster Heart Side (cleared by me)
Patricia Taxxon - Visiting Narcissa [Full Album]
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Patricia Taxxon - Visiting Narcissa [Full Album]
1 hour of generative breakcore (for relaxation)
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1 hour of generative breakcore (for relaxation)
Patricia Taxxon - Aeroplane [Full Album]
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Patricia Taxxon - Aeroplane [Full Album]
This is the most autistic video I've ever seen which makes it the greatest video I've ever seen
Rick Beato : 4 million subs. Patricia Sand in my Vagina : 110 000 subs. Um, do better Patricia
I have thought long and hard about what to write in this comment. I have written and deleted entire paragraphs, desperately trying to express my sheer appreciation for your work. So thank you. I do not know what it must feel like to have the music die - something that I am extremely grateful for - but I do want to let you know just how much your videos meant to me. Ever since your Marble Blast videos, I have tuned into your videos just to listen to your rants, that were somehow thoughtful and nuanced and deeply and intensly pashionate at the same time. So thank you! Thank you for your analysis, thank you for your time, thank you for all of the work and effort you put into making your Art. Because that what these videos are: Art. Thank you for the ways you made me feel: the tears I shed, the laughs you made bubble up from inside of me, the intense fascination you always seem to awaken in me. So thank you... I just wanted to say that I'm thankful, and if your music ever did die out completely, that I would miss you. You may not know me, and I may not really know you. But you made my life a little brighter... So thank you, and I hope you'll stick around!
13:47 "All things academic will eventually become art at a high enough level." Ooh, that's a great quote and very true. I'm saving that.
You sold me with the pitch. I'll be back in like 3 months
I'm still so surprised that anyone could take old Paulie seriously when he sounds so exactly like David Firth doing an intentionally annoying character voice.
I- did not expect a FUCKING ECHO VISUAL NOVEL BIT HELLO????? MENTIONING THE BEST VN IN THE MIDDLE OF MY MARBEL GAME????
No. This is so good. Keep doing it 25:36
I absolutely loved The Climb. The fact that the level doesn't feel tailored to the player's needs. The fact that you never know if you're navigating it the way it was intended, or rather the feeling that no matter how you do it, if you're advancing, you're doing the right thing was by far the best thing i felt playing Celeste. I still get happy from just seeing the map hahaha
6:30 "This... Is a bucket." Dear god...
I'm not the type of person who thinks *every* complaint about technology and the next generation is equivalent, but a lot of them are, and you gotta be a lot more precise than Rick here to avoid that trap. People are very resistant to recognizing how technologically mediated our lives already are. There's a great example of this in a Miranda Lambert song called "Automatic," it's also about how technology has made things too easy (or "automatic") these days. So, in the bridge, she sings "Let's pull the windows down / Windows with the cranks" and it's like, Miranda, the non-"automatic" thing isn't _manually cranking down the windows in your car:_ The non-"automatic" thing is *walking.* So does Beato use guitar pedals? What's wrong, buddy, afraid to get *real* distortion by slashing a hole in your amplifier? Also, *electric* amplification? Just play louder! Etc.
i am sold that this is an amazing puzzle game and i can tell this is the exact kind of game that will be entirely impenetrable to me because i can't get an idea how to work it quickly enough
lovely video.
Hot take re. Everything, Everywhere, All at Once: The final line, "Sorry, what did you say?" is the payoff. Evelyn doesn't know what's going on and she asks rather than making assumptions, being pissed off, etc.
I'm Tamara, and I'm a human woman! I've always wanted to be one :) (genuine)
Absolutely love this <33
I got curious about the book Patty mentions mid-video, I thought the "my mom wrote this book about raising me" bit was, well, that, just a bit for a video, but it's not, and I actually stumbled upon the article Claire Oshetsky wrote for Refinery29, called "Gender: a family story" where she details her experiences with gender and raising her daughter Patricia and now im crying so bad I couldn't stop relating to Claire and the experience of being a masculine woman (Im 6'3, 300lbs of both fat and a lot of muscle) specifically the way the world wants to undermine our masculinity, wanting to put us in neat little boxes of "Feminity" and "Masculinity" with no wiggle room, no space for girls who are kinda boys, for men that are winda woman, for humans that are kinda animals in a way in my dreams, In my soul, I believe to be delicate princess, one that couldn't be, my mother always said that everything happens for a reason, maybe that reason is that I need to be big and strong to protect others, like the way my mother always protected me as a little neurodivergent child, her "indigo boy" as she always called me, now that im an adult I reflect on the love and compassion she always had for me. When I told her that her boy was no longer here, but instead her daughter, that there was no one to mourn for, because I never really went anywhere, that I just had flourished. She has supported me in every step on the way, since I was a little boy, lost in a world that didn't understand me, and now through my transition, as a woman that doesn't seek impossible femininity, but instead to provide safety for her loved ones, building strength from the blessing that is my body, even though sometimes I wish it was a different one. My body and experiences don't make me anyless of a woman, anyless of a human being deserving of love and care. (Completely unrelated to the actual video, sorry. It's the second time I watch it and it gets better every time, if I made grammar errors im not sorry, I have no respect for this horrid language)
i am dying to be able to watch this fully but i refuse to until ive done most of the game
I’m crying. Btw
The take at 6:30 was hilariously ignorant. It’s like he never realized that seventh chords contain both triads until now
This makes me want to get on my bike and ride in the city all night. I'm not in the city in the summer, but it also works for running
That scream distortion is the color of when they use wet trash bags in film to simulate rain (this is the largest compliment i am capable of)
my 3 favorite things
11:17 Incorrect. They are: Sonic 2 Bonus Video Running Shine | YIIK Review Cary teaches you how to time travel
kinda reminds me of baba is you
Late to the party, but I hate it so much when a bad wrong person has a really nice Vtuber drawing.
I haven't cried while watching a UA-cam video since I saw Owen's final upload and learned what happened to him. I also know what it's like for music to simply lose some of it's... lustre. I've been trying to get back into writing music for the las two years and all I have are a bunch of projects that don't lead anywhere, but I still want to keep writing. Listening to Owen's music might have just been the last bit of inspiration I needed to get back. I'm glad that even if his music didn't quite resonate with Owen anymore, it still managed to bring new life into me. This video was a beautiful tribute to him and the entire field of math. The Hackenbush video changed my life when I first saw it. Like you said, it was a vision of what could be my future and it inspired me to pursue an education in math. Getting to the end of this video and seeing the wonderful drawing of a hackenbush flower with the value up really was the perfect conclusion. Thank you for all you've done over the years. I might not have Owen to tell me about the wonderful world of math, but I still have you. Parasocial as it may be, I feel a deep connection listening to you talk about all my interests. Music, obscure puzzle games, marbles, echo. Thank you. I hope you stick around a while longer. I will try to as well.
oh i didnt expect it to do that
2:59 blast Processing?!
I love u patty i am ur bigger fan from tacoland ❤️
Okay so I did just watch something with the vibe of furry House of Leaves. And of course that put things into a perspective of where my life is. I am laughing and infinitely infuriated.
so that last bit about the mixing of the human and inhuman... i do that. just with robots and monsters instead of animals. if you wanna experience the robot part, listen to the song "a humans touch". if you wanna experience the monster part, watch any horror movie ever. yes, even ones with human killers
Will the tail wag when you get excited??
eh, what the hell, ill add my personal experience to this comment section. cant even tell if its related, but here ya go: i wasnt in special ed bc i wasnt "disabled". oh, nonono, i was "gifted"! my lack of social skills leaving me where id just focus on class isnt something bad, its a gift! who cares that i dont understand social norms (something i kinda need to do to make it in life), i could get good grades! this worked great until mid middle school. i started struggling, but i didnt have friends to help me with school, and i couldnt ask for help bc thats not what im meant to do. i had been mimicking my peers for so damn long that i kinda let it take over. i never saw anyone ask for help, therefore i cant ask for help either. i made it through middle and high school, but i struggled like hell. and this DECKED my self esteem since it had been made clear to me that all i really had was my grades. if i cant get all As, what the hell am i good for. also- i had minimal friends. i couldnt make conversation with most people, and the only folks i could actually talk to were other neurodivergent people. because my intelligence was prioritized over my social development, i never knew what would be appropriate to say. my only friends were the same kinda people- the kind that couldnt gauge how to handle someone crying, the kind that didnt know whether or not a joke crossed a line, the kind that usually was quiet bc it was easier. im doing better now, mostly bc i still have all my neurodivergent friends, but fuck. dont let your kids be called "gifted". it can ruin their lives anyway, i have no idea what i just said. enjoy my traumadump about how the school system saying i was gifted fucking ruined me ig
eh, what the hell, ill add my personal experience to this comment section. cant even tell if its related, but here ya go: i wasnt in special ed bc i wasnt "disabled". oh, nonono, i was "gifted"! my lack of social skills leaving me where id just focus on class isnt something bad, its a gift! who cares that i dont understand social norms (something i kinda need to do to make it in life), i could get good grades! this worked great until mid middle school. i started struggling, but i didnt have friends to help me with school, and i couldnt ask for help bc thats not what im meant to do. i had been mimicking my peers for so damn long that i kinda let it take over. i never saw anyone ask for help, therefore i cant ask for help either. i made it through middle and high school, but i struggled like hell. and this DECKED my self esteem since it had been made clear to me that all i really had was my grades. if i cant get all As, what the hell am i good for. also- i had minimal friends. i couldnt make conversation with most people, and the only folks i could actually talk to were other neurodivergent people. because my intelligence was prioritized over my social development, i never knew what would be appropriate to say. my only friends were the same kinda people- the kind that couldnt gauge how to handle someone crying, the kind that didnt know whether or not a joke crossed a line, the kind that usually was quiet bc it was easier. im doing better now, mostly bc i still have all my neurodivergent friends, but fuck. dont let your kids be called "gifted". it can ruin their lives anyway, i have no idea what i just said. enjoy my traumadump about how the school system saying i was gifted fucking ruined me ig
You are making the false assumption that us old folks connect to music purely for displays of human virtuosity (“music isn’t a sport”). We value human-generated music over computer-generated and manipulated music for reasons that are difficult to articulate. There is something deeply spiritual about the imperfect, raw, sound of another human being singing to you without distortion. I think it’s difficult to understand if you’ve never played a physical instrument before or explored the possibilities of your natural voice. It’s about the intimacy of human-human connection with minimal interference from computers. That said, EDM can be really cool and technology can be used as an instrument, but I definitely feel like something is different about music today. I’d rather hear a live performance by an artist that’s occasionally a little pitchy, using no pitch correction, than a fake performance. It’s not just about the end product, music isn’t a souless object, it’s a shared human experience.
I won't be playing this since I’m not really a puzzle girl (aside from Catherine), but I really enjoyed this analysis. Good video as always, Patricia! Can’t wait to replay this as background sound whenever I'm being productive.
also gotta love how PJW dumps on modern art for being watered down, and mass produced to spite the fact consumerist capitalism and the radio are the entire reason pop music is like that. Like without record labels and platforms like tik tok the radio ect chasing mass appeal and profit pop would likely m be a lot more varied. Also how he criticizes modern art for being blindly provocative and edgy to spite the fact he’s a right winger on the internet who farms peoples outrage for money and clout
has she addressed how these changes would impact the likelihood that people culturally appropriate? Under the system we had earlier in America we had Elvis covering and underpaying contemporary black musicians for much much more fame and money. Obviously that system wasn’t communist and there are tons and tons of examples of people riding cultural theft to the bank under capitalism but what changes would need to be put into place to respect the right of groups of people to not have their artforms and cultural markers stolen by the dominant culture? I realize the commodification is the largest fuel for people stealing in that way but would it be completely ended by abolishing copyright?
Reasons to play Echo: it's queer, furry, amazing and the furries are hot. Why I won't: I'm blind so won't be able to read the dialogue.
I'm gonna sound super corny but idc There’s something about this album that makes it feel ansolutely life-changing. I can’t quite pinpoint what it is, but it gives me an overwhelming sense of freedom. I’m not sure what exactly I feel free from, but the feeling is unmistakable
We brown people aren't forced. We've always existed
As a male, I don't mind the female gaze
it should be considered the best puzzle game ever made
Holy shit this person is so cool
Beautiful, Simply Beautiful
I think I completely missed the point of Getting Over It, I got no bitterness from it. That game was just a fun little experience which I finished in a few days
the ending SHATTERED me i was left speechless for 10 minutes with my mind running all over the place while being hit with several emotions not knowing what to feel this is an amazingly well put together video and is extremely powerful emotionally
*characters screaming in fear, pain and confusion in a Marvel movie* Something tells me that it's a bunch of bad guys being attacked in the dark? Did I win?
Have you ventured into different intonation systems?
Like 17, 19, 31 TET